CIRCUSITCH

Kalaulah hidup seindah ini,
I breathe, and fall down slowly.

(One)
My boyfriend says I’m disconnected. I can see why. He’s talking about why he deserves to be treated better from me and I’m thinking about writing a story.
A story about a girl who’s disconnected. The adventures of Jane Lust.
We’re at this restaurant where we frequent almost everyday. Why is he saying that I [...]

Rush rush.
It is like sitting down, something so easy and natural like low fat yogurt/
At the edge of the banister, looking left with the dry smell of wiped armpits and bad b.o/
We laughed in the car your shoulders were actually shaking/
Shaking/ Shaking/ shook;
Something so natural you forget you have a brain/
[...]

I once wrote, “People are scared of getting old more than they are scared of death itself.”
I think because it applies to me. The process of aging and the cycle of life, two terms that we are so familiar of but never really ponder upon.
Death is scary. And morbid. And upsetting and horrible and throw [...]

My cat, Cik Mek Molek, sunning on her favorite spot, and posing for the camera.
Why does a cat “knead” or “make biscuits”?
When a kitten is nursing, it typically kneads its paws against its mother, either as a sign of contentment or to encourage the milk flow. When the cat matures, it kneads [...]

I just don’t understand why sometimes people refuse to admit that they have flaky scalp. I can say this because all my life I religiously use shampoos for flaky scalp because there’s nothing worse than seeing hair littered with snow. Sometimes, you got to sacrifice volume or scent or body or high-shine [...]

“I am not satisfied until I can solve this puzzle,” wails frog.
Frog lives on the edge of the mouldy cardboard box. He talks to this tiny ant, smint, on a daily basis. Frog taught himself the Internet. In this chat room for net savvy amphibians – he met smint.
“Aren’t you supposed to be [...]