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Falling in love made me forget.
3 weeks earlier, he called me up. In tears. He was broken, told me what happened. I gave him a 100%. I told him the things I knew he knew. Then we hung up, and I forgot. Just like that.
He’s been depressed for a while now. And fuck it, [...]

She was hard to forget, like a bad memory. Everything about her drove me crazy, which was funny, because she had nothing I want in a woman. Big eyes like aliens from outer space. Thin bony arms that felt like matchsticks.
Her temper was fiery, her mood erratic. To be honest, she struck me as [...]

I’m starting to get nervous.
You’re doing it again, giving me that look of yours. 7 years of pulling myself back together. And you just know where to knock and rattle my cage.
“We used to travel together,” I say when my boyfriend asks about the picture. “I think he’s teaching music somewhere in Singapore.” [...]

I turn 25 on the 25th, and it was one of the best birthdays ever. This year is the year that everything I imagine or plan sorta come true. I’m hoping I get lucky all year long.
I try to avoid turning this blog into something of a trivial rant place, but I can’t help [...]

One of the funniest things about love is that it’s like cellphones, or facebook, or anything you can’t imagine living without now but was perfectly fine before. My first relationship was a journey of discovery; I went at it with no knowledge or wisdom whatsoever to help me brave through phases and situations that being [...]

Today, my whole world.
I still remember your face when you told me, passionately, about the dreams you had for your future. “What is it that makes your heart beats faster when you think about it?” you asked me. I couldn’t answer you. I was caught up with your visceral need to escape the current [...]

Something funny happened to me last weekend. I’ve never experienced it before. It felt weird trying to express it to anybody so I didn’t.
But I broke down and told my boyfriend. He was cool about it, the reason why we are dating and why I put him on such a high pedestal. On a [...]